"Had a beautiful realization today : There's no reason to be angry or depressed by a beautiful dream that couldn't last as long as you wanted it to... the best you can do is smile, and hope that someday you might see it again... "

~~ Sometimes in relationships, it's not the distance that matters, but people ~~

|| Sometimes I wish for earth to cave in, and swallow me, in its immensity, without any human relations or its complexities of misunderstanding and unmatched frequencies.... ||

~~ I look out, into the horizon, yet all seems bleak... I walk out, I am free, with only a burden on my chest... Words that would never be expressed... I'll look out for every dawn and the dusk, for traces of memories to recollect... A heart too weak... A brain too complicated... ~~ 

" un-happenings are just not happening, man.... "


( I seem to have lost myself in monotonic shade of grey, even though the world riots its fluorescent colours, they are far away, blurred visions of brightened existence marred by its distance... ) 

"My eyes are wide open, lost in the starry skies that light up the darkness, as the world sleeps, I awake to the brightened night that unveils its secret to me, enveloped in the oceanic cosmos, I discover my roots, my being, enlightened to a sacred beauty as galaxy breathes... "

|| The clouds thunder.... raindrops splintering the static blanket of monotonicity .... I am revived from the dreaded muteness of dreams...  ||

~~ Lost in blue stark bareness,
Shuddered coldness in vicinity… 
Brave heart takes upon the silver sword,
Penetrating the sun…
Opening chasms of coffins where lay the dead… ~~

* Life is as stagnant as water in a drain if you do not create ripples in it, 
Life is just grey and not a rainbow unless you let your imagination roar wild,
Life is just a march parade rather than a skip, hop, run across the vineyards if one keeps restraining, 

So life is what you make out of it and I believe to fantasize it, and make it as glamorous as I'd wish it to be. Childlike innocence and curiosity is what most people lose with aging : that, which takes them away from happiness in almost everything and anything one sees *